>>>#9/7/19 I AM READY FOR A WORLD CLASS GAME

And yet I am still at the bench.

I don't understand my chronic problem with SLIP.  I know the stuff, and yet I don't take action to diet and exercise.

That is my personal crusade Sarah.  Heck I revisit this model back again:

Instead of the middle path I have to be an X Factor.  I got to push my boundary.  I also need to subscribe to Relentless 13.  I have to be a mean mutha fucka to make my Vision into reality.

I have to be damn pissed at my situation.  Well Tim Grover has 13 championship rings to prove.  I have to be relentless too.

I am mad as hell and I can't take it anymore.

I am pissed at Chedet, I am pissed at the Malays, I am pissed at Els and I am pissed at myself.

I cannot be a Mr Nice Guy.  I have to be a dickhead to be a Cleaner.  A Shokunin Kurina.

I draw my swords today.

Fuck...  I am a Samurai and I am a true warrior.  My credo is Shinu Kikai O Motomo.  I will fight my inner demons:

FUCK THE REST!!!  This is my final battle.  A battle within.

I must DO!

All I need is discipline, persistence and consistency.  That I can DO! DO! DO!

WTF! 20 years had passed and I still grappling with the same old SLIP.

Thinking won't cut it.  DON'T THINK, JUST DO!

Mark 8:36

Christian Standard Bible

For what does it benefit someone to gain the whole world and yet lose his life?

God damn!  I am so pissed.

Fine I embrace my dark side:

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From now on it's UP THE IRONS and SWORD 9, Taylor Swift.  I will read Relentless over and over again.  FUCK!  I might as well order the hard copy.  

The book including shipping is RM66.90.  My bank balance is RM277.70  Now tell me if that is not a wake up call.

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That should be enough...

Now if you can excuse me, I have to attend to some house chores.

FUCK EVERYBODY!!!  Today I become the Beast.

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