My memory took me back to the psychiatric ward.
At that time I thought I was held there against my will. I thought it was a conspiracy against me. Now when I look back, there is no conspiracy whatsoever.
Probably there is no structure behind those involved. Everybody is just acting on a personal capacity like what I am doing now.
And yet I think Iron Maiden had something to do with the conspiracy.
That's it. I am doing away with sugar, starch, cigarettes and cannabis. These are the reasons why I had Bipolar Affected Disorder; my dopamine fluctuations were not regulated.
First I got to regulate the dopamine. Then I got to do away with the medication because low dopamine is the cause of the bad dreams.
Let's start with regulating dopamine with diet and exercise.
Let's ensure I get a steady flow of dopamine through music, food and exercise before doing away with the medicine.
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