Tuesday, 2 July 2019

3/7/19 ^^^This is only day 3

Already I have the urge to smoke pot.  That only means one thing; I am experiencing a mi[n]d depression right now.

The tea helps.  I believe the irregularities I am experiencing now will only last for another one or two more days.

At present I have the mood to run again.

Let me continue reading Origin .

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I caved in to peanut butter crackers and 3-in-1 coffee.

No big deal...  I was successful for a full 24 hours without sugar.

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I don't have the urge to drink the 3-in-1, I just want to observe what will happen if I drink it.

4 peanut butter crackers and 3-in-1 coffee is certainly the most addictive combination besides the 3 Cs.

I try to abstain from it and see how long I can hold back.  As of now, it is 3 days.  That means I am STILL HOOKED to sugar.  I need 10 days without sugar.

Between the 3-in-1 coffee and Nicorette, I am more addicted to the 3-in-1 coffee.  So, sugar is more addictive than nicotine.

Without sugar I felt a bit zonked.

OK, which means no more Nicorette.  I manage to shake of the dependency without much effort.

The real culprit then is sugar.  Sugar turned out to be the most addictive substance to my body.

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Stay away from sweet stuffs.  That is the only way win this battle.

As long as I continue drinking 3-in-1 coffee and eating peanut butter crackers/sandwich, I am still hooked to carbs.

OK, lesson learned, sugar is damn addictive.  I got to stop eating sugar for good except resistant starch.

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